Dian Ekowati

A tribute for my lovely niece who had just passed away, and for my brother and sister in law…

Yesterday, I feel like I was lightning struck in the day light when I heard that my brother-in-law’s daughter had passed away…early in the morning. I just could not bring my self to believe it..

I and my husband took the most possible earliest flight from Surabaya to Jakarta.

I have had to push my self to be strong and tough when I met my brother and sister… but I failed. I have to cry with them in grievance… sorrow… I had to bring my self to see the pictures of her cute little face, and suddenly…. something’s I feel inside my heart… I just want to see my kids…in Surabaya… I wanna go home.

I just realize from my brother case that it is one of the moment that you will regret for your whole life when you cannot see and touch your beloved person….

The lesson learned is that do spend more quality time with your beloved people… just more time… I know I love my family, I love my husband, and I love my 3 georgeous kids… I love them with all my life…. and I cannot imagine something bad fall upon them… Please yaa ALLAH yaa ROB, please bless my family and take care of us all….

I cried and cried and cried and cried…. I cannot do anything to turnback the time, but I might be able to prepare for a better future for my beloved family….

I promise to become a better mom for my family…  I promise…and I will do it…with all my heart !

I love you all !